this not giving a fuck business isn’t going to be a clean transition. i know. i think i’ve decided very firmly to modify my behavior and i will start doing that as soon as fucking possible but i have to understand that it might not do anything to fix the way i feel right away.
as usual, my insecurity manifests itself in my writing.
wishy washy and indecisive. if i want to change the way i think and act, i need to change the words i use. i can’t be so confused anymore. i need to be strong.